It's all coming together

First step into having my own business 1. create a blog.... check start a website.... check. Advertise...check. Wait and see what will happen...check. I'm still waiting to see how my dream of cakedom will grow. I've got so many directions to choose from so many ways to develop this dream of mine that at times it's overwhelming. I wish it could be as easy as putting up a shingle and unlocking the doors. Alas there is no address no store just my ideas and now my new blog. I'm still planting the seeds and waiting...I think I will now and for the next few years keep telling myself don't give up don't quit. I'm hoping that if I write down all my fears and worries I can later look back and see what God has done for me. I know I can't accomplish my dream on my own I need him his divine guidance and comfort. I will now and forever be placing him first in my goals and constantly checking what my motivation . I guess I would have to say my motivation now is to see what I was created for to see what potential he has placed in me. I know I'm a mother, wife and I have a wonderful family I just need to know why he made me the way that I am. why am I so creative and why am I compelled with these ideas that seem to come out of nowhere? At times I've felt my creative mind a curse causing me all kinds of trouble. I now know that I have a gift and God wants to use me in his kingdom in some way. I believe he wants me to start here and I feel in my heart he wants to bless me.